I was so excited for today, that I sprung out of bed..without much grace.
I sat on the terrace with my mom for about an hour.
Then we fed the ducks that passed under.
The rain is so cold.
I love how bipolar and beautiful this weather is.
After that I decided to get the running "homework" over with and headed out to the gym.. after beating my brother off his cp to go with me.
I ran for an hour.
4.5 miles.
Non-stop.
I don't think I've ever given myself such a big pep-talk.
lol.
The fact that I suck at math actually works in my favor lol... Until I look down at the treadmill dashboard.
Garh.
I came home, and showered.
Then I headed to the pool.
Where I pretended to be 18. lol.
It's worked 2 days in a row now, so hey.
I tanned for about 40 minutes.
it was so sunny and hot,
And that lead me to trying to balance a huge bag of toilet paper and long 12 pack of coke zero up the stairs... It was nearly a dirty disaster.
Well, here I am now.
Listening to my Thao. (favorite artist.)
And drinking water.
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I hope the last few lines weren't referring to me?
Look,
I wouldn't give you any "title" unless I wanted to, on my own. If I truly felt obligated to call you my best friend when you weren't then why would I have spent the past year doing things only with you? Why would I call you when I was upset? Why would I listen to you when you were upset? Why would I tell you certain things about me and my life? Why would I do anything for you, if I didn't want to? You are my best friend. It just really hurts when you are sitting there questioning as to whether that is fact or fiction. It let's me know where you stand; far from me. I hope things can be fixed.
-Alicia
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