Sunday, October 11, 2009

Current Life Archetype: The Initiation

My life just pivoted.
Im facing the other side of the court: and I'm panicking.
Im here.
This is my now.
My body gets hot when Im stressd, and this reaction has become very common as of late.
Im here, at the awakening.
When my body is constantly fighting off paranoia and miny panic attacks.
When my fingers feel long and sure on the key board.
When I know the taste of satisfaction and confidence.
When responsibility is my favorite tool to weild against the demonic creatures in the world of education.
This is where I'm at : The Initiation.
Here I come college!!
The point where all the innocence has been worn off through the process. When the chubby cheeks of my friends from freshman year make me want to cry.
This is our awakening into adulthood. The child at slumber.
I feel like a tree planted and sturdy. I feel reliable.Dependable.Sure.Assertive.
I feel like I am Here: The final stride into my journey.
Legs, don't fail me now.

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