4/5

I love Maryland.
I went for a bike ride with my brother,
and right out of the suburbia is a wild life park
with hills, bridges, and streams.
the hills are huge and steep and condensed.
Perfection.
I am the queen at riding a bike with no handles, no matter the bike,
I feel like I tamed a lion.
I could spread my arms
and feel the wind ripple through my shirt
as I finished the wildest hill
the grass is so green here,
cherry blossom petals are sprinkled on the trails and side walks
squirrels and birds were flying out of the path everywhere
We saw a beaver,
and the water was sooo very pretty.
It rippled in a way that reminds me of a tree trunk's rings.
We sat and talked on the bridge at the end of the trail for awhile.
It was really really nice.
The sun light feels so good and the air is so fresh and freeing.
And the whole place smells like flowers.

Right now,
My heart fucking hurts
Tough shit,
It will never be worth it.
The proof is in the pudding.
I refuse to be ignorant.
I broke up with David Apr. 4th 2010.