For The Most Part

Today was so dammmmmmmn funny.
funny funny funny.
and perhaps one of our most embarrassing experiences yet.
and amazing and i dont know, why am i so weird?
i cherish the weirdest things.
seriously.
IM WEIRD.
if i could tell you what it was youd think i was the cuckoo birds abandoned egg or something.
i guess its the knowledge that we can survive the vulnerability and still respect and admire each other sorta deal.[[[[[ I HOPE!!! ]]]]]
anyway.
all in all, i went for a run. got up an hour earlier then yesterday.
so i had one of those mornings that makes the day seem extra long ( same for yesterday.)
and, i love those mornings.
I love fall. EVERYTHING SMELLS SOO GOOD. so much better,
i love how it affects my mood.
which has been really wooshy-washy lately.
but running is helping alot.
I just really have to keeeep at it. ya know?
JoeJoes my baby. hes on my lap riiight now. purring like a fiend.

I saw 'women' yesterday.
I swear, if my husband ever cheated on me Im not sure how I would manage. basically though, my heart would split in two and id never trust a man again.
simple.
sex isnt worth the betrayal.
i mean, im sorry, but it just CANT be worth it. and for someone to place it above you and betray you..the insult and pain, i imagine would be unbearable.
i dont know what i would do. I cant say id leave him, although,thats what i would say to do, and i cant say id stay with him. It would
never be the same. Never.

anyway.
new goal:
those jeans by my 17th b-day.
in two days i should be half way there.